February 21, 2011

5 Weeks and Counting!!

Its a good thing im pregnant because i would be psycho if i wasnt! I only have baby on my mind and making sure we have everything for when Beck comes home! I know i should be thinking about baby but it is taking over my brain! Matt asks what im thinking about and every time its....the baby car seat and i hope it fits well in our car, baby bedding, changing diapers, our stroller usage, bath soaps, and our bumbo...i wish they made those for adults! I think my thinking is normal but its too much for me! i just need Beck home so i can stop freaking out!

I only have 4 weeks and 5 days left! not that im counting or anything but i am so anxious to just see what our little guy looks like and picking out whos features he has! I'm also ready to breath again! i get out of breath just sitting down. maybe im forgetting to breath?! I am excited to be a mom! Bring it on! and i know Matt is just as excited to be a daddy! I have my mind set on Beckman coming exactly on the 26th but what if he comes earlier? I'm not prepared for him to come earlier. maybe thats what i need to work on. Next saturday he could be here....isnt that crazy!!!!! I would rather him come earlier so i can see him and actually cuddle him but i want him to cook as long as he can!! DAHHAHAH i cant wait to have a baby!!

4 comments:

  1. If you have Beck on the 27th, he will be exactly one year and two months younger than Sidnie! I think you are as normal as can be! I know it's hard not to stress, but try to relax these next couple weeks! After that, you'll be with Beck all the time! It's fun, but tiring! Let me know if you need anything!

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  2. you are too stinking cute!! i just love you!! I would be the same way. it is so close you can taste it but still far away. miss ya girly!

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  3. hahaha Chelsea i love you. I can't wait for baby Beck either!!

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  4. You are so cute!!!! I can't wait to see him and you!!! Love you!

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